Wednesday, August 6, 2008
yea
call me a coward
or wadever
but ii don feel that
suiciding is a cowardly action
not at all
usually when people suicide
there are a few reasons
namely
cos they have no other choice
or
life is meaningless
well, ii feel that life IS meaningless(:
and yes
ive had thoughts of suiciding
in fact,
ii keep a knife under my pillow
how hard would it be
jus to slice open
that throbbing vein?
very hard
cos its painful ;o
i dislike pain
but honestly,
life is boring
and no one understands my feelings
not at all
maybe an overdose of sleeping pills
will do the trick?
yea.
probably
well,
bye world. ;o
10:53 PM