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Utada Hikaru 宇多田ヒカル

2008-11-28T22:24:00.000-08:00

Beautiful World - Utada Hikaru

It's only love
It's only love

もしも願い一つだけ叶うなら
君の側で眠らせて　どんな場所でもいいよ
Beautiful world
迷わず君だけを見つめている
Beautiful boy
自分の美しさ　まだ知らないの

It's only love

寝ても覚めても少年マンガ
夢見てばっか　自分が好きじゃないの

何が欲しいか分からなくて
ただ欲しがって　ぬるい涙が頬を伝う

言いたいことなんか無い
ただもう一度会いたい
言いたいこと言えない
根性無しかもしれない
それでいいけど

もしも願い一つだけ叶うなら
君の側で眠らせて　どんな場所でもいいよ
Beautiful world
迷わず君だけを見つめている
Beautiful boy
自分の美しさ　まだ知らないの

It's only love

どんなことでもやってみて
損をしたって　少し経験値上がる

新聞なんかいらない
肝心なことが載ってない
最近調子どうだい？
元気にしてるなら
別にいいけど

僕の世界消えるまで会えぬなら
君の側で眠らせて　どんな場所でも結構
Beautiful world
儚く過ぎて行く日々の中で
Beautiful boy
気分のムラは仕方ないね

もしも願い一つだけ叶うなら
君の側で眠らせて

Beautiful world... Beautiful boy...
Beautiful world... Beautiful boy...
Beautiful world... Beautiful boy...

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It’s only love
It’s only love

moshimo negai hitotsu dake kanau nara
kimi no soba de nemurasete donna basho de mo ii yo
Beautiful world
mayowazu kimi dake wo mitsumeteiru
Beautiful boy
jibun no utsukushisa mada shiranai no

It’s only love

nete mo samete mo shounen manga
yume mite bakka jibun ga suki janai no

nani ga hoshiika wakaranakute
tada hoshigatte nurui namida ga hou wo tsutau

iitai koto nanka nai
tada mou ichido aitai
iitai koto ienai
konjou nashi ka mo shirenai
sore de ii kedo

moshimo negai hitotsu dake kanau nara
kimi no soba de nemurasete donna basho de mo ii yo
Beautiful world
mayowazu kimi dake wo mitsumeteiru
Beautiful boy
jibun no utsukushisa mada shiranai no

It’s only love

donna koto de mo yatte mite
son wo shitatte sukoshi keiken chiagaru

shinbun nanka iranai
kanjin na koto ga nottenai
saikin choushi doudai?
genki ni shiteru nara
betsu ni ii kedo

boku no sekai kieru made aenu nara
kimi no soba de nemurasete donna basho de mo kekkou
Beautiful world
hakanaku sugite yuku hibi no naka de
Beautiful boy
kibun no mura wa shitakanai ne

moshimo negai hitotsu dake kanau nara
kimi no soba de nemurasete

Beautiful world… Beautiful boy…
Beautiful world… Beautiful boy…
Beautiful world… Beautiful boy…

2008-11-21T05:05:00.000-08:00

林俊杰 - 不潮不用花钱歌词

hey greedy,don't fret
what you see is what you get
you name it,i have it
what you see is what you get

左左左左偏左就用左手
生活就不用想太多
怦怦怦怦心动张开眼睛
就记得当下的强烈

有时灵光一闪而过
牛顿也吃苹果
我的念头不太罗嗦
限时间能入座

请你不要到处叩叩
潮流需要抠抠不小心就没抠抠
用力到处扣扣花掉所有抠抠
钱买不到绝活

你说听说听说你听谁说
跟着乱走闹哄哄
通通通通普通普通
如果不懂不要随便拒绝

有时灵光一闪而过
牛顿也吃苹果
我的念头不太罗嗦
限时间能入座

请你不要到处叩叩
潮流需要抠抠不小心就没抠抠
用力到处扣扣花掉所有抠抠
钱买不到绝活

little chick having chips on my sofa
bearbricxs take a shit on my sofa
smudge babies lying on my sofa
neighborhxxds and kiks singing "so-fa"

little chick having chips on my sofa
bearbricxs take a shit on my sofa
smudge babies lying on my sofa

hey greedy,don't fret
what you see is what you get
you name it,i have it
what you see is what you get

请你不要到处叩叩
潮流需要抠抠不小心就没抠抠
用力到处扣扣花掉所有抠抠
钱买不到绝活

hey greedy,don't fret(叩叩)
what you see is what you get(叩叩)
you name it,i have it(不要到处叩叩)
what you see is what you get

hey greedy,don't fret(不要到处叩叩)
what you see is what you get(叩叩)
you name it,i have it(叩叩)
what you see is what you get

叩叩...叩叩...

busy busy busy

2008-11-19T03:22:00.000-08:00

argh
ii hope ill be able
to survive this week
and the nxt!

so many things going on

1) accounting test on friday fuck!
2) festival event report due nxt tuesday
3) tas report due nxt friday {with storyboard}

yea,
worst stilL!
havent started on any yet!

thats why,
im off to do it now!

wish me luck(:

bored

2008-11-14T01:59:00.000-08:00

was bored
did some quizes
after doin research on some projs

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bad day

2008-11-14T01:56:00.000-08:00

yea
its so not my day today
countless of
fucked up things happened

so im not gona talk abt it
for those who know,
well wadever

free soup~

2008-11-13T03:01:00.000-08:00

lols.
cant get it
out of my system

but ii had

FREE SOUP

TODAY!

granted,
it was not bad
but ii wish they
put in less of the peppercorns
however,
it tasted so much nicer
den the one ii had last week

most imptly
it was

FREE!

YAY

STEPS TO GETTING FREE SOUP
1) Hong the Uncle at the Canteen at TSA once in a while
2) SMILE
3) TADAA!

busy busy

2008-11-12T03:31:00.000-08:00

long time no update
cos of several reasons

HAHA

the first,
which is a secret,
which made me not feel like
blogging for the whole of last week(:

but im back again!

anyway
man,
ii tot this sem was gona be slackish
guess not!
we have like tons and tons and TONS
of freaking projects!
im not so worried
abt my group projects,
but rather the individual ones

they are like..
all piling up!

ARGHHH

anyway,
here's wishing

FAEZAH

a

HAPPY 22TH BIRTHDAY(:!!!

anyway,
enough said(:
time to go back to project time!

xoxo sarah

Romeo & Juliet 梁山伯與朱麗葉

2008-11-04T03:10:00.000-08:00

totally
totally
into this song!

SUNG BY PIGGY AND I @ KBOX
Boomp3.com

曹：

我的心想唱首歌給妳聽
歌詞是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞　
我沒有勇氣　對妳說一句我愛你

卓：
為什麼你還是不言不語
難道你不懂我的心
不管你用什麼方式表明
我會對你說我願意

曹：
千言萬語裏
只有一句話能表白我的心

卓：
千言萬語裏
只要一句話就

合：
能夠讓我們相偎相依

曹：
我愛妳　
妳是我的茱麗葉(卓:茱麗葉)
我願意變成妳的梁山伯

合：
幸福的每一天　
浪漫的每一夜

卓：
把愛不放開　　　

曹：
因為Ｉ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｙｏｕ

卓：
我愛你　
你是我的羅密歐(曹:羅密歐)
我願意變成你的祝英台

合：
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜　
美麗的愛情祝福著　未來

` ragdoll

2008-11-01T02:50:00.001-07:00

im jus the

ragdoll

trodden,

overlooked;

stepped on

boring

2008-10-30T23:55:00.000-07:00

man
seriously some teachers are

b o r i n g

a really really
good example would be

ah phong

for our lab lessons today
seriously,
she is freakingly

LONGWINDED

actually ii didnt even catch wads
shes sayin,
ii can see most ppl
arent really paying
much attention also
but lols,

neither am i

HAHA

anyway
H09 is not bad a class
im jus glad
that the bs{backstabbing} bitch aka XXXXXX
isnt in my class(:

haha!

ii like my grp members too!
mm only
thing is that
ii havent had much
of an opportunity
to interact with the
rest of my classmates,

but hopefully,
ill get to do
so in the future(:

luhs

panda princess speaks

2008-10-30T05:30:00.000-07:00

one sentence says it all

when the panda princess

speaks,

YOU

listen(:

but ii got nth to say

HAHA

nay,
jus jokin

anyway,
todayy ii had like
4hours of continuous tutorial

blek
for the first tutorial
which was my
most disliked module of all
ii realised
we had to freaking do
our tutorials! ;x

keke
naturally ii
rarely do so

I HATE MATHS

but well,
wadever

lols.

we finished earlier
den expected actually
so we had a 1/2hr break

went
with a couple
of friends to the mess hall aka canteen aka horrible expensive yucky food store

and ii
saw my darling
sitting alone at the table

:< color="#ff9900" size="5">1) EXPENSIVE

2) NOT WORTH IT - damit look at the food

3) Totally NOT appetising

but ya,
as usual.
whatever.
lol.

--

darlin and ii parted ways
cos she and ii had to
go for our next class

sadly

wonder when
ii see her again? :(
anyway
the next class
went on okay
as usual we
were told to group up
and den we started
on something which
ii dread

the PBL!
YUCKS

altho
ive done it
a couple of times
in the previous
sems but...
ii still don get the hang of it

ah
anyway
gtg for my dota game

oh yes,
my blog for the
festival mgt events is up!
check it out HERE

CLICK HERE!~

new class

2008-10-29T04:34:00.000-07:00

well,
ii finally
had a good look
at my new class
for this sem

yesterday

my distinct first impression
was..
well,
they already got
their own 'clicks'
and stuff
cos most of them
come from the same class
so yea..
uu get
my point

haha

but anyway
the class was eerily quiet
compared to my
previous
really riotous
noisy 2h12

totally missing them! :(

but well,
mabe its cos
its the first few
days of meeting
each other and stuff.
hopefully
it will turn out well

{hopefully}

but ii reckon
they'll be okay(:

lamest.dota.video.EVER

2008-10-25T05:45:00.000-07:00

ii was

so bored todaii

cos piggy

had to go to his aunt's house

for a steamboat dinner

so yea

when ii say im bored,

I AM BORED

well,

so ii went to youtube

to check out some stuff,

so happened to chance upon

the

2

lamest

video

ever.

lols

1) Watch Chickens Kill ROSHAN

2) Watch Enchantress '1hitko' ROSHAN

http://www.youtube.com/v/67iI7W5p66M&

http://www.youtube.com/v/DE9k96zJC98&

dumbdumbdumbdumbPIGGY

2008-10-24T20:09:00.000-07:00

really wayyyyyy
WAYYYYY
too lazy to
update my blog and stuff

HAHA

for some reason,
im feeling the urge
to play

DOTA

agaiN!
so ii did,
yesterday

it was still fun!

but ii was
totally stuck onto
the keyboard controls
of my MAPLE character
so ii kept pressing wrong stuff

argh

ii admit im bad at dota
but
ii don care!(:

mm
lots of hero changes
the last map ii played
was 6.53
when clockwork jus
came out
and now its alrdy 6.56
@_@

the latest map can be downloaded @:
Latest Map Download - 6.56

Official ChangeLogs for 6.56

other den that,
skill changes!
ARGH
my enchantress impetus
*pukes*
became an ULTI?!
so now,
ii cant harass till
level 6
sadly

anyway,
heres my take on
the two new heroes

they are..
okay

well,
no one really used 'em

HAHA

--

anyway
recalling
a funny incident

last nite
piggy and ii
were gona watch

Skip Beat!
{ii recommend this show}
{ii miss d.greyman tho :<}

so ii obviously
tot he did watch it

luhs

the nxt morning
he smsed me
that Central was showing
Indian Shows
instead of
Skip Beat!

omfg
the first thought that
crossed my mind was.

DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB DUMB PIG

omg
he didnt realise
that
Arts Central is now
known as OKTO?
and that its no longer
at the same channel as before

one word

DUMB

HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

NOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooooOOO

2008-10-16T20:31:00.001-07:00

been too lazy to update

these few days

been mapling and stuff

HAHA

good news

and bad news,

lets hear the bad first yea?

PHOEBE

QUANHAO
EELING
PURDEE

and..

SARAH!

sobs..

we are all in different classes!

hais

will mish uu all! ><

screw the person

who split us T_T

good news~

piggy and ii

got married

{in maple luhs}

small cosy wedding(:

thanks ALL

who came(:

heres a sneak peak at our wedding x3

i am Pandalicious

2008-10-08T23:02:00.001-07:00

okay
crapping
waitin for the maple update again

jus tried playing

DOTA

again
a few 1v1 with piggy

omfg

i suck! XD

den again,
we were tryin out the
two new heroes ya?

Alleria the Windrunner

Kunkka (Captain Coco) The Admiral Proudmoore

my opinion?
ii still prefer my agi heroes best <33

HAHA

lalalalala 14mins till maple's up

LALALLALALALALALA

going down to
Meritus ltr to collect my pay tho
so cant play maple yet!

den again,
wont be surprised
if the patch is extended
EVEN longer

seriously.

LALALALLALALALALALALA

yayness
Saturday
going to the zoo
with several of my classmates
and of coz
piggy!~ x33

we are childish,
relieving our
primary skol
outings with this 'excursion'

HAHA

but it'll be fun

ii know so(:

yay!

yawns

2008-10-07T21:48:00.000-07:00

argh
maple
is now going through
some technicial issues

dam
ii tot the
dam update was today

but it was postponed
typical asiasoft

but still,
im pretty
excited about
the new updates!~

Especially
the cash items,
gothic mini hat

Anyway
love it
if you would
spare a vote

WHICH IS CUTER NEH? x3

do v0te~

new changes

2008-10-06T00:59:00.000-07:00

woo a few changes have occurred

during the past few days

muhahaha

firstly,

it would be the loss of my

15' monitor desktop ;<

but hello to my

swee, slick, good lookin 22' monitor

woo

but im like

totally not used

to have such a big screen

its figging big

it looks like that

of the tv in piggy's sister's room

o.o

how ironic

--

next change

zomg

yep

get ready for it

my lovely dearies,

i CUT my EMO fringe

ALL OF IT

yeps

Before Photo {took it like, 2 hours before ii cut my fringe}

After Photos {when ii got home :<}

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RANDOM PHOTOS(:

my first photo with piggy
{and we have been tgt for almst 2 bludi years o.o}

lame shit foto ;x

maple crap

2008-09-30T20:50:00.000-07:00

aiya
dono why
feel like updating again

HAHA

mabe cos in a good mood o_o

oops
forgot to mention
my
CPU and my monitor
CRASHED
last week

thats the main reason
why iam unable to
play dota and maple
SMOOTHLY

LIKE DUH!
my laptop is like
running on 1GB with Vista
o_o

which accounts for the seriously
fucked up lag
but well,
im getting my desktop back
probably,
not so soon
next week ii guess

BOO

anyway
jus finished my
look for my character in maple:

previously it was:

den ii changed it to

plannin to change to this in the near future

]

updated!

2008-09-30T20:24:00.000-07:00

okok
quit pestering me
askin me to update my blog

im lazy okay!

anyway here's a lil
update about wads going on(:

i slack
i am on a temporary hiatus from dota
im playing MapleSea - Aquila - itsPanda
im currently lookin for ppl to sponser my character

I WORKED DURING THE F1
{sadly, without my darling sarah}

--

the 3 days of the f1
were spent at the paddock club
where the start and the end of the races
are at

worked under meritus mandarin
but yea,
all of us totally regretted it

with a measly pay for $6/hr
while peeps from
Hilton and Ritz Carlton,
doing the same shit as us
get like $10~$10.50/hr

DAMIT YA?

anyway
F1 was really a good experience
ii made alot of new friends
mostly from other HTM classes
who ii have never
made contact with or wad so ever(:

yay to bridgestone peeps!
Timothy
Lian Mei
ME!
for handling 100 VIP guests
and working OT
from 10am-12pm
{and 2 other ppl from RP including the b-i-t-c-h who worked from 5pm-12pm}

ohhhh
ii almost forgot to mention
<33 the chefs!
they were really kind!
always helping me out
and giving me and the rest of us food ;D

o,
forgot to mention
some RP peeps as well
who were working alongside with us

sorry to say tat
i had a bad experience with
a bitch from RP
while the rest of them
well,
lets jus call them
Sir Stamford Raffles yea?

{ for those who understand wad ii mean(: }

yes,
im being sarcastic
and bitchy
but SO WHAT
this is my
freaking fucking blog
where i can write
wadever fucking shit i wan ;)

okayy
enough bullshit
maple ;)

vote lai lai!

2008-09-15T20:51:00.000-07:00

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2008-09-14T01:54:00.001-07:00

lols
yep
back to maple as usual
now only lv32

aiyaass lazy to lvl
HAHA

will chiong nxt time
anyway using BannedStory,
the above picture is what
my bf and ii wana
our character to look like
in maple

o.o

Rate if uu wish ;p

8th~12th sept

2008-09-12T02:07:00.000-07:00

man,
im bummed
ii had news that
my gma died
on monday, 8th sept

ii was quite suprised really
mm
not really close to her and stuff

during the few days
she requested for a 5day funeral
which we did
held at the funeral parlour at
the Singapore Casket

dam its darn cold there!

anyway
today was the cremation day
mm
time flies really fast.
nowadays,
it takes so fast
for us to be able to collect her bones

seeing her whole body and the coffin
reduced to a pile of ashes, bones and unidentifiable objects

it kinda scares me

mm
god bless her

mapling

2008-09-05T04:15:00.000-07:00

lols
im back to mapling

o.o

check this out:

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ii made it for my piggy bf ;p
thats my maple char btw ;x

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Credits:
Made With: BannedStory Maple Simulator

mm

2008-09-02T02:18:00.000-07:00

mm
but sometimes,
ii really love my bf
for being caring(:

jus met him for like 5mins today
he brought me my craving(:

MUSHROOM SOUP

lovess<33

PISSED OFF

2008-09-01T21:32:00.000-07:00

YAr
its pissed off daph again
fuck it man

the main cause: my bf

EVERY SINGLE DAY
SOMETHING HE DOES,
jus PISSES me off

ii don know WHY
ii cant explain it

altho im a natural hotheaded person
but only HE has the ability
to make me so pissed off
what's more,
my mom and ii are in an amiable mood today

SO HES THE TRIGGER FOR THIS MOOD
that im feeling now

ARGHh

im jus glad ii got a blog
or something to vent out my frustrations
altho..

nvm

new game

2008-08-31T21:20:00.000-07:00

yay
ive discovered a new game
other den dota
cute ss neh?

HAHA

La Tale

http://latale.ogplanet.com/main.og

it's a really great game
butit has a catch(:

Open Beta : 21st Aug to 3rd Sept
Offical Release: 18th Sept

ARghhhii spent so long on that game
and
EVERYTHING is wiped out
on the 3rd of sept T_T

well
ii played for less den 2 days
so its okay
but ii have to say
the most ironic thing is,

friends who are playing this game with me now
loathe MapleStory {sorry MS fans}
oh, did ii forget to mention
99% of the gamers there are ex-MS players
including us.

lol.

and the game's jus like maple
albeit its cuter,
so are the monsters
plus the animations are pretty cool ;D

bitchy

2008-08-29T21:41:00.000-07:00

ho-seh
its another bitchy, fucked up day as well
caused by various reasons
1) my bf
2) bitch barking at home

what a way to
wake up in the morning

hearing your bitch bark
like really loudly
but like,
im used to it
so
whatever,
ii can totally drown her out

the only thing that
im pissed about
is that
99% of her scoldings are
totally
bullshit
and they are
ALL related to my bf

ive put up with this SHIT for almst 2 years
and im still going strong

but at times,
like today
i regret being wit my bf

cos
if ii never was with him,
ii would rarely receive scoldings from the bitch

hope she dies early,
or at least,
get struck dumb

oh blessed silence(:

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its so true

You Are 62% Bitchy

While you may not think of yourself as the ice queen, admit it, you're often in a bad mood.
And it's those around you who often bear the brunt of your annoyance, even if they haven't done anything wrong!

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birthday

2008-08-29T05:20:00.000-07:00

thank you so much to:

my darling bf, H12 classmates, sarah dear, quanhao dear, eeling mumii, donovan, albert, dennis, phoebe, purdee, rachel, faezah, zy erzi, ron shushu, kenneth, kaya, seany, bernard, ashley erzi, jarri, chris korkor, jarrel miao, dionna dear

and all the other people
who ii havent mentioned here
for giving me the best birthday present
or
wishing me a happy birthday
to make my birthday on the
28/8/08 the BEST EVER!(:

Thank you for the mirror and msg
Thank you for the cute cat necklace
Thank you for the chocolate cake
Thank you for the ice cream cake
Thank you for the kawaiii gigantic panda
Thank you for the kawaii gigantic bear
Thank you and thank you!

{plus thank you for giving such an easy test}

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29/8/08

ii had another surprise in store for me today
stupid crystal!
uu fooled me!

MY LOVE GOES OUT TO SECONDARY 404 IMH ART CLASS peeps

DEBBIE DAR, AUNTIE CRYSTAL, SARAH DEAR, SUKPHREET, WENYING, VANESSA AND CASSANDRA!

ii was REALLY shocked today
ii havent seen ANY of uu guys for like a YEAR
and all of a sudden,
uu guys came tgt for my birthday!

THANK YOU FOR THE CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM CAKE
THANK YOU FOR THE LOVELY PRESENT!

29/08/08
IS ONE OF MY OTHER BEST DAYS(:

LOVE UU ALL!<3333

pictures will be uploaded
once ii switch on my laptop
to bluetooth the pics
that is,
if im not feeling lazy
HAHAHAHA

hosey exams

2008-08-27T03:06:00.000-07:00

been so busy
mugging everyday
cos of stupid exams
tat ii don have e time to blog at all!

boos

promised to upload
fotos
but, not so soon yet larhs
after exams :D

wheee
tml last day of exams liao
sian
and it has to fall
on my freaking

BIRTHDAY!

hoping my friends wont forget
hoping ii get at least a present(:
hoping ii pass this ttop
hoping ii pass fucking accounting(:

and ii passed ssm woo!

finally updated!

2008-08-19T23:48:00.000-07:00

lols
nowadays
been too lazy to update la

HAHA

been like
Neopets ;x
dota-ing

not to forget
studying(:

friday's Sarah dear's chalet
cant wait to go for it(:

HAHA

tats all ii have to say sia
ii took lots of pictures
everyday abt different stuff
but hell,
lazy to update

HAHA

will update again

SOON!

cheers

2008-08-11T05:53:00.000-07:00

thanks all
for euur concern
and stuff

nay
its not like
ima gona suicide
and stuff(:

no worries
a) cut myself? pain leh
b) jump down e building? pain also leh
c) overdose of tablets? ii cant swallow tablets -___-

blogging is
my way of venting up
frustrations which
ii cant vent out at home

beneath my calm facade
this is the real me(:

anyway
enoff crapping
today's like monday

yay -.-

2 more weeks
till exams and every bullshit is over
yay!

the best thing!
last week of sugarloaf

muhahahahaha

today,
nthing much happened
don wana talk abt the
stupid geo test this morning

arghh
fuck it XD

HAHA

neway,
lunch tgt with a bunch of lame ppl
poor quanhao
down with a sore throat
while ii had a flu
don forget my twisted ankle

yes yes,
ii don wana repeat myself
so heres my

FAQ Answer

FAQ: OMG DAPH! WAD HAPPENED TO EUUR LEG?
FAQ ANSWER: ii had shampoo suds in my eyes, couldnt see a shit, my towel was outside the toilet, and most importantly, ii forgot that there was a stupid step. Well, so you know....ya lol.

wadever!
later pigggg and ii
went to MOS BURGER

yay
love the
erm..
milkshake ii guess
ii miss
the beef fries @ Super Dog :<

missing shushu
missing piggg
missing sarah dear<3
missing all those who you all know ii'll miss

.

2008-08-06T22:53:00.000-07:00

yea
call me a coward
or wadever
but ii don feel that
suiciding is a cowardly action

not at all

usually when people suicide
there are a few reasons
namely
cos they have no other choice
or
life is meaningless

well, ii feel that life IS meaningless(:

and yes
ive had thoughts of suiciding
in fact,
ii keep a knife under my pillow
how hard would it be
jus to slice open
that throbbing vein?

very hard
cos its painful ;o

i dislike pain

but honestly,
life is boring
and no one understands my feelings

not at all

maybe an overdose of sleeping pills
will do the trick?

yea.
probably

well,
bye world. ;o

whatever crap i feel now goes here

2008-08-06T22:32:00.000-07:00

yo
its emo me crapping out
again

as usual
im pissed off
cos im lonely
again

bah
friends, families and boyfriend
wad a load of bullshit
im sorry
but i don feel
like i have ANY(:

not that i care
but i do
sometimes

ii was pissed last nite alrdy
cos of the bitch
last nite yapping all nite
the only reason why
shes always yapping
at me is becos of my
bf
i never regreted

but hell
yea i do now

i was fine this morning
all the way till now
someone
promised me to play dota with me
oh, and i knew
he was waitin for me
the whole morning
ii rushed all my projects
jus for HIM

my JAP
my GEO
my BESE portfolio
my LUNCH

and
guess what i got?

'xxxx is currently Offline'

well

THANKS !

so this is wad i get.

he
apologised
cos he had something on

but guess what

QUOTING FROM Apologise feat Timbaland

'ITS TOO LATE TO APOLOGISE'

heres my answer.

and you know what?
don ever promise me stuff again

im never
gona believe you again

ii no longer wait for euur smses
cos they seldom come anymore

i was pissed at your ungentlemanly behaviour ytd
and im pissed at you again now.

so

FUCK OFF(:

cooking(:

2008-08-05T06:16:00.001-07:00

lalalala

ii went to piggg's hse

again to cook(:

he told me

he liked

SAMBAL IKAN BILIS

so ii went

to look up the

recipe

for this dish(:

above are some pictures

yummy neh?

and SARAH!

ii tabao some for uu liao

its abit too salty tho(:

the egg was great!

wads more,

it was my first time

cooking

scrambled eggs

cool huh?

accounting

2008-08-05T06:12:00.000-07:00

hohohoho

our teacher sucks man

thats all

ii can say

SUCKS!!

anyway we got

our accounting test paper

back

lols

ii think mine's e best!

Gross Fotos

2008-08-05T06:01:00.000-07:00

My coke float

View at your own discretion

If it induces

VOMITING

NAUSEA

LOSS OF APETITE

too bad

tuesday's post

2008-08-05T05:58:00.000-07:00

well
ytd was relatively busy
so didnt get to
do up a blog post
so ill do it today
first of all

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO EELING

ytd!(:
hope euu like
our present!
rawrrr

happii birthday

2008-08-03T20:57:00.000-07:00

hohoho
someone's
birthday is today

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EELING MUMMII! <33

the past few days
havent been updating
this stagnant blog
cos
1) lazy
2) nothin to write
3) IM PLAYING DOTA

also
im now much better
jus tat
during the past few days
it was

THAT time of the month
hence ii was soo moody etc

but yea
really
im fine(:

thanks all for the concern
make sure uu
get me a nice present
on my birthday(:

OneRepublic Stop n Stare

2008-08-01T05:35:00.000-07:00

This town is colder now,
I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move,
I'm shakin' off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make o
ne last appeal for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be,
oh Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

They're tryin' to come back,
all my senses push
Untie the weight bags,
I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be,
oh Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can you see what I see

What you need, what you need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
And I know that everyone gets scared B
ut I've become what I can't be
Oh, do you see what I see...

fucked up

2008-08-01T05:26:00.001-07:00

nowadays
feeling dam emo
but
tho ii say
ii wish to be left alone

its not always true

but well,
you left me alone
but thats fine

leave me alone = talk to me
fuck off = ii jus wana vert out my anger
go away = please come back

ssm

2008-08-01T03:24:00.001-07:00

ii hate ssm

period

don talk about PT
it was FUCKED up(:

sianness

den afterwhich
ii was host

diaoness

standing in the sweltering heat
pasting that ultra fake smile
for everyone and anyone

bullshit

im tired
but im
fine(:

fucking emo

2008-07-31T06:30:00.000-07:00

yea
its the fucked up
BESE
test today
how fun.

whee.

not.

plenty of crap happened today
first during
jap,
the whole script
was kinda screwed up
unlike the
other groups
who seem so organized.

haiz
den before
going for jap,
ii asked some people
to wait for
me at the venue
cos ii didnt know
where it was
or at least,
give me a call
or drop me an sms
so that ii know
where the
FUCK is the exam venue.

if ii knew earlier,
ii wouldnt panic so much
that i got a fucking
headache
so i couldnt
concentrate
on doing my test
it was like driving
a
sledgehammer
against my bloody head
i couldnt think

not at all

this is crap

well, ii learnt my lesson,
ii wont ever misplace my trust

its sorely
disappointing

ii don have the mood
to study ssm anymore

guess its kinda sad
and kinda lonely
when uu realise that

hey?
no one realised that
i was missing(:

maybe its jus me
but..

wadever(:

---

ii cried for no fucking reason
but like..
wadever

yeayea
love you too.

not

mushroom soup

2008-07-30T06:29:00.000-07:00

today went to piggg's house

and cooked

MUSHROOM SOUP

for him(:

{anyone wana try? =p}

den he made sandwiches for me

with my favourite

HONEY BAKED HAM!

nottii tuna ate

one whole slice of bread AND ham

left on the table

taoyan!

however

ii discovered something

at pigg's house(:

OVEN!

yay!

time to

bake cookies, muffins and

BROWNIES(:

after we finished

eating,

we went to play

SpongeBob

MONOPOLY!

was so involved

in playing

that ii

forgot the time

and so

we rushed to

the TCA

via taxi

to practise for

my ssm practical on

FRIDAY

ARGH

AND TML's

BESE TEST!

WISH ME LUCK!(:

pandalicious pictures @ TOY R US

2008-07-29T05:57:00.000-07:00

sucks!

cant seem to upload

the rest of

my fotos!

well

will do it nxt time(:

slackin tuesday

2008-07-29T05:54:00.000-07:00

yay
its tuesday -.-
man
ii hate this week
got
my ssm practical on friday
AND
BESE test on thurs
that seriously SUCKS

yawnage

anyway so we had
accounting this morning
haiz ii
really cant get the hang of it
cher said that
there were failers for the class test
ii have a bad feelin that im one of them
but like.. well
we arent getting it back till like
nxt week
thats the only
good news

mm
today ii was planning
to go over to piggg's house
to cook stuff
but in the end
we decided to hang
out at TM instead
yea and we
went
ABSOLUTELY
crazy in

TOY R US

man
crazy!

[P]andalicious `

2008-07-28T06:01:00.001-07:00

KAWAII neh?(:

glasses provided by

JOJO!

1st pic is SARAH DAR<33

2~4th pic - ME! :D

LALALALALALAALALALAALALALAALAL

2008-07-28T05:27:00.000-07:00

lalalalalaalalalalaalalalalalalalaalalalalalala
manii people
have commented me
about my llalalalalala
spam tags
at their blogs

uu know who uu are(:

HAHA

anyway overall
a boring day today
yawnage
morning its like
geo online stuff
ii havent done my ttop crap
so ii was totally
multi tasking during
class

LUNCH

qh dear<3+aaron+khermeng
we all ate
WESTERN!

THANK YOU AARON
FOR THE YUMMY NUGGETS!

{to RON shushu: ITS BETTER THAN MACS(:}

after that
we had ttop lect
but eeling and ii
SKIPPED!
we ate BEANCURD
60cents nia!
dam nice somemore

RECOMMENDED!

*LOCATED AT BIZ SKOL CANTEEN; DRINK STALL*

lalalalalalala

mm
sarah darlin
seemed sick
today
but she still came
for ttop tutorial(:
misses<33

and shes still as lame as ever during lessons -.-

HAHAHAHA

stupid la
after tat
ii rushed off
to the TCA
with eeling and qiaolin
to practise
our ssm thing
for the practical on friday

HOWEVER
we were wearing
SLIPPERS
so we werent
allowed in
stupid la
we werent prepared to go lor
ii wanted to go
on wed
but ii forgot that
we didnt have lessons

wad a bummer!

neway
piiggg and ii
went to TM
to have dinner(:

ROU TUO TANG! {me}
MAN BIAN {piiggg}

tabao
SUSHI!
TAKOYAKI!

YUMMY!!!

lastly
ii hope
AARON and
SARAH
will get better soon

loves! <33

Saturday's Pictures(: As promised!

2008-07-28T05:04:00.000-07:00

Picture A - Elephant Thingy!(:

{Gee, all of us could tell that it's a

MALE

elephant

look at the male

anatomy located

at the bottom

which is like sticking out

OBVIOUSLY}

Picture B & C - SNAKES!

{LALALALALALALA cute hor}

Picture D - Raffles Statue

{okay la, not meaning to sound

perverse,

but..his XXXX

also rather obvious.

SOMEONE (XXXXXXXX}

said it.

IM JUS QUOTING}

Picture E - Random foto

{WEIRD POSITION

looks wrong anyway

sei ah BENG}

actually still got

more fotos,

but lazy to upload

HAHAHAHA

dum dee lala

2008-07-27T00:10:00.000-07:00

the
self
proclaimed

spammer queen(:

*smirks*

HAPPY TREE FRIENDS FTW!

DOTA TIME
THATS ALL FOR TODAY

Saturday Fotos {To be Updated}

2008-07-26T01:23:00.000-07:00

yay!
not forgetting
we took some
lame fotos
nay actually

ii

was the one
who took it

*smirks*

enjoy!
will upload it
on MONDAY
since iim too
lazy now to
bluetooth to my laptop!

saturday field trip blues

2008-07-26T01:02:00.000-07:00

W
A
L
I
E
W
!

OF ALL DAYS
they HAD to choose Saturday
Saturday is the time for
DOTA!

RAWWWRRRR!

anyway so ii HAd to go anyway
its a compulsory field trip thingy
blek
ytd ii already had to wake at 6am
and today, 730am
well,
the designated time to meet was at 830am
BUT
wth, in the end,
we boarded the coach @ 9.15amish?

sucked!
BAD THINGS THAT HAPPENED:
> QUANHAO different bus):
> EELING overslept......................................
> OUR CLASS WAS SPLIT UP!

man
it was one of the most
boring
field trips ever!
ii kept falling asleep
but the tour guide's voice
over the mike
was so...********
that ii couldnt
sleep!

well SC was worst
he couldnt sleep
cos he was sitting
RIGHT IN FRONT

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
TOO BAD

don wana elaborate
more about the field trip
cos ii wasnt really
listening in the first place
plus the weather was
so freaking HOT

ARrrghhh!

lols
the most memorable
part of the excursion
was during the visit
to the
Buddha Tooth Relic Temple

lame la
the 2H12ers{excluding Donovan}
ran to Maxwell Food Centre opp
to get some food
yay!
had curry puff and soya bean milk
after that incident,
ii got more awake! :D

den

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah

tiring ssm

2008-07-25T04:06:00.000-07:00

argh
friday again
the usual tiring ssm
but it was
so much more
fun up at

Top Table

den at

Sugarloaf

its like.. we
are loafing around sia
theres not much work to be done
in fact,
today during waitressing,
its like almost a competition to
see who will get to

a} clear the tray first
b} clear the dirty dishes
c} sanitize the table

yawns
my feet were
hurting like hell
as usual
mm
ii guess ii really
gotta get those
lower heels!
boos

someone
PLEASE SPONSER!(:

HAHA

really enjoyed
working with
Sarah <3

anyway end of service
finally came
after the long long day
for some reason,
time at sugarloaf
seem to pass by so
so so so so so so SO

SLOWLY!

anyway tried
the

PASTA SALAD
{$2}

mm
and ii bought
the cornbeef sandwiches for
Sarah dear <33
tasted real great!
regretted tat
ii didnt get more

BOO!

last but not least
we were all forced
to climb e stairs to
Top Table
to have our 'lecture'

ii was prepared for
a
BORING
one
but actually,
it was pretty fuN!(:
not forgetting to add
COOL! ;D

Mr X taught us how
to create a perfect ceasar salad
which tasted
deee-licious!
donovan+kher meng
tried their hand at it

mm
somehow,
ii think kher meng's one was nicer
not being bias or anything!(:

last but not least
I LOVE UU WEILING!
mm no la
i love the
CHOCOLATE SORBET!

okay
dota time
BYE!

piggin' out

2008-07-24T05:33:00.000-07:00

piiggggginnggg outttt!

I LOVE MASHED POTATO
FROM 7-11!!!!
I LOVE DORITOS NACHO CHEESE!
YUMMYYYYY

-Recommends-
mashed potato
{$1.20}

doritos nacho cheese
{ON OFFER @ $3.25}

yummy!
some piigggg
got influenced by
me to eat the
MASHED POTATO!
IS SO NICE!

mm
now about Jap!
promised uu all
to tell uu how ii
managed to memorise stuff

*Rated R-21

Get
King
Suck
Monkey
King
Dick
Now

Original
Getsuyobi - Monday
Kayobi - Tuesday
Suiyobi - Wednesday
Mokuyobi - Thursday
Kinyobi - Friday
Doyobi - Saturday
Nichiyobi - Sunday

Anal
Him
Behind

Original
Asagohan - Breakfast
Hirugohan - Lunch
Bangohan - Dinner

Interesting no?(:
Credits to XXXXXXX { who shall NOT be revealed }

DAYDREAMING

2008-07-23T20:29:00.000-07:00

mm
gona apply to work
at the Meritus Mandarin
during the F1

it sounds real good
coz the benefits
plus free transportation
to actually see the F1?
thats WAY COOL!

mm
wonder if
> any hot racers
> can bring my camera?

LALALALALALa

THAT IS
ONLY IF I CAN GET IN FIRST!

jap listening test ltr!
WISH ME LUCK!

sadist

2008-07-23T05:46:00.000-07:00

stupid guys in class call me a SADIST. HERES HOW I TORTURE MY RABBIT.

*PINCH*
*PINCH*
*PINCH*

Phoebe's Pressie Part II {END}

2008-07-23T05:24:00.000-07:00

mm
sorry guys
if the pictures didnt turn
out well :(
lousy camera!
lousy phone!

*HINTS*
*cough**cough*
{ii wish for a new fone pls}

anyway ii feel kinda bad sia
ii think most of us did

EXCEPT FOR PURDEE! -_-

for making phoebe unwrap
the present so many times
it was like freaking big
and at the end, it was darn small
well one thing good is that,
it was VERY

ENTERTAINING!

> Watching Phoebe unwrap - try to guess how many more layers are there
> Her cute face scowling when she finds another layer of newspapers
> Her diao face when she saw the tissue paper

im glad(:
sarah aint pissed with me!
yay!

mm
tml's my jap listening test
kinda worried
tho albert and aaron said
it was relatively easy
but oh well,
im just gona browse thru it

after BESE,
ii went to PASTAMANIA!
BUMMERS

> No MUSHROOM SOUP
> No CLAM CHOWDER!
> Had minestrone! YUCKS!
> HAD AL FUNGHI! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!
> Dar had marinara! i <3 the sotongggs+prawns!

IM FULL!

Phoebe's Pressie Part II {END}

2008-07-23T05:14:00.000-07:00

<- My Present to Phoebe(:

<- TADAAAA! After 1hour+ later, Phoebe finally gets the tissue paper. Look at the pile of newspapers sia! PRO PURDEEE! She wrapped it like..50 times!
<- Another triumph photo of Phoebe

Below! WEIDA AND PHOEBE WITH HER CHOCOLATE CAKE!

<- Having dinner at Pastamania. YUMMY!! Didnt get to eat lunch or breakfast at all! Was playing DOTA XD

early morning

2008-07-22T21:15:00.000-07:00

yawnage!
ii swear
im like
obsessesd with

HAPPY TREE FRIENDS!

have it as my ringtone
gee..its really irritating! =x

mm
actually the main purpose
of getting up
so early is cos
ii wanted to finish up on

GEO CASE STUDY

ii didnt realise
sarah was such a dear
to help me
collate all my work and stuff
ii guess uu could say
we kinda argued over the fone and stuff
cos ii was rather pissed at myself
for doing the collating
and den realizing

AFTER COLLATING

that sarah had alrdy done it!
bummers
and she spent the whole
night doing it
really made me feel bad
plus after the
quarrel over the fone,
im not sure if she'll
be fine in skol later

BAD NEWS!

ii cant celebrate
Phoebe's bdae with her
after school
almst forgot that
ii got my Jap test tml
havent studied at all ><
but hopefully,
ii hope that she has a great birthday(:

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY PHOEBE!

Phoebe's Pressie Part I

2008-07-22T06:42:00.000-07:00

(:
im finally done with
Phoebe's pressie
hope she likes it!

promise to upload a pic of it tml!(:

birthday pressie

2008-07-22T05:12:00.000-07:00

its someone's birthday tml!
dont need to say who
BUT WE ALL KNOW(:

gona spend all day
doing up her present
hope she likes it!

upload a pic of it tml(:

tuesday crap

2008-07-22T04:50:00.000-07:00

yay! -.-

its tuesday

so 'fun'

first thing in the

morning already is

boring

accounting

even purdee is BORED!

HAHA

sarah as usual

is crazy

but woah today

she totally dressed up

tho she could really do away with the sports shoes

bet she has a hot date =p

yawns

good news is that

we didnt get back

our accounting test paper

is a sure failer la!

stupid ZY

curse me bad luck!

go die u!

after accounting

a super freaking fucking long break

decided to skip accounting lecture in the end!(:

went to

E!Hub at Downtown East

> Played Pool, was TOTALLY thrashed

> Spent 2Hours+ at KBOX!

> Ate SUPERDOG!

RECOMMENDED!

CHILLI FRIES {with BEEF}

when ii was going home

ii saw the CUTEST SIGHT EVER!

THE SMALLEST KITTEN EVER!

AS POSTED IN MY BLOG!

KAWAII NEH!!!<3

in love

First Post - CONT

2008-07-21T06:32:00.000-07:00

diaos
wads with the lame
comments about the blog being emo-ish

BLACK DOESNT MEAN EMO SIA

DIAOS ALL
its cute okay

First Post

2008-07-21T05:05:00.000-07:00

yawnage
its been a long time
since ii had a blog
or even posted any shit in it

but hell
wtf ;D
lets give it another try
so heres the first post

HOPEFULLY
i will update(: